This Year Is Like A See-Saw

The year 2020 was off to a fantastic start. I was feeling like a brand new me. Someone who was beginning to live life as if he woke up 11 years after 2008 when depression hit big and made the 2010 decade a complete blur for me. All of the raw, bottled up emotions were […]

The Temporary Crashing Halt

There are so many things I want to write about and express. Day after day there are constant triggers hitting me in the head more than ever. I was told by my therapist the last time I saw her (I still have to wait to see her until December but for reasons not having to […]

Just A Brief Tweet Thread I Wanted To Share Here…

I just tweeted this after hearing the news. So before I publish Pt 2 of my Shady Part Of Recovery Road post, gonna share this… It’s back to the “my therapist is not allowed to see me until December” shit again bc the insurance company is stopping her at any chance they can get. #FuckTheSystem […]

“How Twitter Saved My Life” (Brand New Part)

It’s been a long time since I wrote and published those series of posts where I reflected on where I was in the beginning of 2018 and how much my life had changed for the better by the year’s end. A huge percentage…scratch that, the vast majority of that is credited to me rejoining twitter. […]

A Complicated Poem

Fighting for the future But still stuck in the past Wanting to stand out But also fit in at last   Feeling more secure But needing reassurance Supporting many people With myself as less important   Wanting peace on earth But can’t get peace of mind Attacking those who oppose me But preaching how to […]

“Where I’m At Right Now”: 2019 Pt 1

These past couple weeks has been a hell of a roller coaster for me. A very exhausting one. The one good thing about it is that it’s similar but far, far from as crazy as it was last year around this time. The first thing is my medication. Last year when the weather started getting […]

Some Therapy Homework

Gonna share these rap lyics I just wrote with my therapist tomorrow. I think she’ll be very proud. I know I am: “I won’t turn the other cheek I won’t accept that I’m a freak I won’t let u bring me down I won’t turn my fucking frown upside down I won’t respect crookedness I […]

Positively, Authentic Me

There is something that has been bugging me for a good part of this year so far. Actually scratch that. It’s been the better part of my whole life, but I say this year because of me now being more self aware than ever before. This is my association with the word “positive”. If you […]