I sent this message earlier today in a direct message via my personal #MHCrisisAngels support chat. Certain sentences I chose to reword for the sake of not naming names but the point of the overall message remains the same: Day by day I am beginning to see more and more how negative Twitter has become […]
1. Nothing bad in my life was ever my fault. (Yes I know there are gonna be some “voices of reason” trying to talk down to me as if I meant that statement 100 percent literally but that’s not my fault either) 2. If u don’t have a job where u can be u […]
So I’m gonna do something different for a change in this post and most likely in more posts in the near future. As many portions of my blog have suggested and flat out told the reader since the very beginning, I am one of the biggest fans of rap music. Bar none. I have been […]
These past couple weeks I have been having a severe case of writer’s block when it comes to this blog. Too much has been happening with moving, being around my parents too much, and constant calls with health insurance and the social security office who don’t know how to do their job and keep sending […]
There is something that has been bugging me for a good part of this year so far. Actually scratch that. It’s been the better part of my whole life, but I say this year because of me now being more self aware than ever before. This is my association with the word “positive”. If you […]
Yesterday I had yet another very productive and insightful session with my therapist. It started out with me once again venting about how I am constantly stressing over being 30 instead of 20 and how depression has stole over a decade of my life. It then turned into her reassuring me that it was very […]
I started my blog over a year ago now. Then: Two days after I published my very first post, I was dragged over to the Emergency Room for a panic attack I was having in the middle of the night. My idea back then was that everything I was struggling with, that I was the […]
So yesterday I was approved for Social Security Disability benefits. Not because of physical illness. Strictly for my #mentalhealth This was the FIRST time I applied. No need for a lawyer. No nothing. Saying this was an incredibly pleasant surprise is an understatement. I didn’t tweet about this the minute I was approved bc I […]
“Just saw a year-old episode of South Park earlier. It triggered me. It’s one addressing the national school shooting tragedies. What triggered me was how everyone was treating the one panicking mother as “overreacting” and “negative” like she’s supposed to see this as “normal” Every1 in said South Park episode dismissing the scared mother reminded […]
As I became more interested in learning about this man’s music career from when he made those early home-basement recordings to when one of those tapes ending up being distributed through an indie record company a few years later to where he is today, I noticed something with every newly discovered song I heard by […]
Mentally Speaking 