One thing that constantly frustrates me more than it used to is being dismissed for feeling a certain way, and then blamed for it. Like, when I had all of those dead-end, retail jobs that took a huge toll on my mental health (and that was only a small fraction of things doing that to […]
There are so many things I want to write about and express. Day after day there are constant triggers hitting me in the head more than ever. I was told by my therapist the last time I saw her (I still have to wait to see her until December but for reasons not having to […]
Why my brain can’t give it a rest? Why am I always on the look-out for stress? And why must I worry I’m gonna regress No time for that if the world is a mess And why they gon push my patience further Every day the news is corruption, hate and murder It ain’t a […]
Part 1 can be found here to those who want to catch up first… Five years went by after graduating from college. Already after my Freshman year four years earlier, without even realizing it, I was isolating myself, realizing I made a huge mistake wanting this social life with people who appeared on a conventional […]
I just tweeted this after hearing the news. So before I publish Pt 2 of my Shady Part Of Recovery Road post, gonna share this… It’s back to the “my therapist is not allowed to see me until December” shit again bc the insurance company is stopping her at any chance they can get. #FuckTheSystem […]
So I’m gonna do something different for a change in this post and most likely in more posts in the near future. As many portions of my blog have suggested and flat out told the reader since the very beginning, I am one of the biggest fans of rap music. Bar none. I have been […]
Walking down a street called Recovery Road Walking Twenty Four Seven with a heavy load No breaks, no sleep, but the street never ends He pushes on and on, but the road just extends He doesn’t want to stop because of how far he came I should clarify a bit. The road is his brain […]
Why would adults love their kids? I was forced to believe adults can do no wrong and kids are always wrong and need to be mentally sedated by corrupt society. Especially ones with Aspergers. Given the nature of half of our country, it’s clear closet Trumpkins “taught” me that. Haven’t given the good news yet […]
If that last blogpost was any indication that I am finally feeling free more than ever, it was false. Extremely false. The truth is, I am still struggling internally and didn’t realize it until a couple days ago. The truth is, the fact the social security administration decided to change my health insurance to something […]
