2008 started off as one of the happiest times of my life at that point. It was 10 years since the best year of my life in general, which was when I was 9 years old and was in 4th grade, still in a regular public school that felt like a second home. Now I […]
Hip hop music has given me the most education on the world and the thoughts, feelings and hardships people face everyday more-so than any other source of education in my whole life. Because it’s based on reality from real people who, relatively speaking, live whatever form of reality they’re exposing. It isn’t from the perspective […]
This is strictly a heads up for what my next post (should be up tomorrow or Monday) will be about. It’s not something I have really discussed much on here yet or with anyone really. But the video/Fan-made “Industry Exposing” documentary about Kanye West in the link below will give you an idea about what […]
One thing that constantly frustrates me more than it used to is being dismissed for feeling a certain way, and then blamed for it. Like, when I had all of those dead-end, retail jobs that took a huge toll on my mental health (and that was only a small fraction of things doing that to […]
There are so many things I want to write about and express. Day after day there are constant triggers hitting me in the head more than ever. I was told by my therapist the last time I saw her (I still have to wait to see her until December but for reasons not having to […]
Why my brain can’t give it a rest? Why am I always on the look-out for stress? And why must I worry I’m gonna regress No time for that if the world is a mess And why they gon push my patience further Every day the news is corruption, hate and murder It ain’t a […]
Part 1 can be found here to those who want to catch up first… Five years went by after graduating from college. Already after my Freshman year four years earlier, without even realizing it, I was isolating myself, realizing I made a huge mistake wanting this social life with people who appeared on a conventional […]
I just tweeted this after hearing the news. So before I publish Pt 2 of my Shady Part Of Recovery Road post, gonna share this… It’s back to the “my therapist is not allowed to see me until December” shit again bc the insurance company is stopping her at any chance they can get. #FuckTheSystem […]
So I’m gonna do something different for a change in this post and most likely in more posts in the near future. As many portions of my blog have suggested and flat out told the reader since the very beginning, I am one of the biggest fans of rap music. Bar none. I have been […]
