Poem: “Ditching The Burg”

I know when I’m rightI know when you’re wrongI didn’t know thenWhy did it take me this long?Well now that I knowI wanna hear that ur sorryFor shifting the blameOn my one man armyYou can’t say a thingNo u can’t change my mindThose days have been murderedNo switch to rewindI’m calling the shotsWhile the bar […]

#TheAngelExperience So Far… (Pt 1)

To those new to my blog and don’t know and want more specific information on what this new post is about, click on the link here     Becoming part of a brand new project called the @MHCrisisAngels last September was one of the best things that could ever happen to me, let alone re-joining […]

#ItsOkayToNotBeOkay

Months ago, like nearly a year ago actually, I was doing those “Where I’m At Right Now” posts. They represented me in a much different, still very much vulnerable me. That part of me is still here but thankfully does not pop up once every day like it used to. Anyway, I bring this up […]

One Year Later…

I started my blog over a year ago now. Then: Two days after I published my very first post, I was dragged over to the Emergency Room for a panic attack I was having in the middle of the night. My idea back then was that everything I was struggling with, that I was the […]

The News Triggers Me

Two big breakthroughs happened in the past week. The first being that I had my mandatory phone interview with the Social Security office to confirm my approval for SSI disability benefits. Considering how all of the questions in the forms I had to fill out related strictly to physical disabilities and illness, I was determined […]

Mental Illness Makes Me…

Depression makes me hate myself Depression makes me feel I don’t deserve love Depression makes me not accept compliments Depression makes me unable to recognize my strengths Depression makes me put others before myself Depression makes me lie to myself when I scream that I love myself. In even my own blog and videos.   […]

My New Therapist (Part 3)

(I am holding off on writing and posting the remaining chapters of my “My Traumatic Adolescence” series. It was really hard actually to write Parts 1 & 2 and those represented the less darker times during the period of my life the series focuses on. But they still brought up a lot of emotions. So […]