What happened to my smile?
If I have so many blessings,
Why am I now in denial?
Can’t stop stressing
All because of one triggered thought?
Not the first time that’s happened
I go from feeling free
To anger anguish and sadness
All I want is pure happiness
And yesterday, it was right in reach
But now I just feel distress
Over nothing but the pain is deep
Tomorrow I will forget the pain
Though it will come back again
Try to bring me down and torture me
With the manipulation of a fake friend
What happened to my smile?
Today it’s just been stress
Getting sick of these extreme moods
Must be the bipolar I guess
Does it define me?
No. But it’s dark side is a mess.
Today I let it blind me
Tomorrow I’ll feel my best
