What happened to my smile?

If I have so many blessings,

Why am I now in denial?

Can’t stop stressing

All because of one triggered thought?

Not the first time that’s happened

I go from feeling free

To anger anguish and sadness

All I want is pure happiness

And yesterday, it was right in reach

But now I just feel distress

Over nothing but the pain is deep

Tomorrow I will forget the pain

Though it will come back again

Try to bring me down and torture me

With the manipulation of a fake friend

What happened to my smile?

Today it’s just been stress

Getting sick of these extreme moods

Must be the bipolar I guess

Does it define me?

No. But it’s dark side is a mess.

Today I let it blind me

Tomorrow I’ll feel my best